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..does anyone notice?

There are just some labels and ads tha make you wonder. Were they thinking when they wrote this because I swear we aren't all stupid to not wonder.

McCain Triple Chill - " TASTES like REAL cake and ice cream" - makes you wonder what it is made of since IT IS CAKE AND ICE CREAM ( and yes i read the ingredients. it is cake and ice cream" - so what is it ?

HARVEY'S NEW MILKSHAKE - " Now made with 100% ice cream" - um so before this , what was it made of ?? I don't want to know, it just gives you a bad impression.

T_T i dun remmeber anymore.. but yes its bugging me. What on earth

that fades out in time.

In a relationship, from lust to love, you gain and lose so much. At the end of the day is it a gain or a loss?

who's fault is it? No ones. Then when why do I feel like I am missing something that I've gained?

First love. You give everything. Until they say "You give too much. I don't feel worthy" - How am I to start feeling to this. I reserve? or keep on loving?

"I've become less nice since I've moved her, I'm not naive" - So you gave much more, and showed a side to you that I can never see. I am at a loss

"I can't, I've always done this and nothing can change my mind" - I became heart broken, you changed it a bit to accomadate me, but you had the thought of giving it up for a drink.

" I wont' forget you" - forgotten once, twice, thrice, I know you are forgetful, but we have so little oppourtunities together, that you can forget so many dates. While I wait for you.

" I need sleep" - I needed you though. I am sorry for keeping you up til 4 am.

"I'll do it" - I am still waiting.

" gmorning, gnight, I'm to bed now , hope you are sleeping well" - Little messages, become fewer and fewer

Monthversary - Every month. You initiated it first, you forgot once. I wonder where commitments stand now.

03.05 - a display name you initiated we should put together - 1.5 years and it's off your d/n after our last arguement. Is it still the same?

"You are so much like ____ and ____ , so stuborrn, and use so many things against me to say I'm wrong" - all those times , I just wanted you to still care. But my point never got through. Wait I shoudln't use my point - I'll shut up now.

"UGh You will never forget this. and bring it up later" I guess I have. I'll shut up now.

"When are you going to stop being like this" I am sad, help me through like the shoulder I gave you. You asked me to open up. I guess I opened too much. I will be quiet now.

"Tell me what's wrong" - Everything's fine I say, because even if I told you, you'd just get upset.

"Why haven't you, it'd be such a turn on?" Im not satisfying you am I ? I always worry

"Talk to me first about our problems" I am afraid.

"It's too far to walk. ugh" - You used to walk me home when it was out of your way, now around the block is too far. What am I to do?

"I am sorry", So many sorries, but you repent them when you are mad at me later. I don't believe your sorries anymore. What to do now?

It All Goes Downhill From Here

Literally it does, grade 12 is where life goes downhill at an alarming exponetnial swoop. If that made sense, then let my math teachers be happy. Just in the midst, its our last year of school but much of it for me is spent worrying because I cant do things right. Right in what sense? right in the sense of keeping my grades up for the last 11 years. Oh sure I dont care of these things, but if I was able to do so well for 11 years, this one year of failure makes me question, wtf am I doing?! Is it me, or is it them. It's easier to say it's me than to make it anyone else's fault.

Let's quietly crawl into a hole and hibernate til next year...

YOU CANT ESCAPE - okai so , you aren't doing so well, and have faced that fact, now you just need the chance and time to work it up right? WELL you cant quietly wait it out, because no one lets you. The hype of university talk is around every corner. WEEEEEEEEE.... now I wish I was one of them. yes jealous is in the air.......it's just a bad.........bad time...... sighs...

And then comes the big question. What am I to do with my life. yes I am 17 going on 18 , I will make the big decision which I will depend on for the rest of my life.

Okai on average a person can change their major atleast 3 times. Now if no one forced it on us at the age of 18 , maybe this wouldn't happen.

OR atleast have some better understanding , yes school is suppose to shelter our little mines, well now what do they do?

"We'll take care of you" and BAM it's grade 12 - they kick you off the shore and expect you to swim. IF YOU DO NOT SWIM, YOU DROWN. YAYYYYYYYY for us. I

know I'm not the only one, so you can self research , but come on, take care of us til the last bit of the way, most of us dont even know what an elective is, or a major or minor, or when deadlines for applications work. Scare us to hell, and expect us to do well, now if you dont do well , we are doomed for life and shunned. YAYYYY

I ran out of a place to blog, my usual blog sometimes I have to "censor" my feelings because it's going to affect someone. So I've switched to here... for this bit. and a lot of latley I've been censoring,

Prints and Commissions

I've just realized that i have left over prints from Anime North, and I'm wanting to clear them out ^_^.
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Prints Available in 8.5 x 11 :
Studied to Death
Grave Party
Blood Icing
Berry Dreams
Chocolate Death
[ all prints are on matte card stock. high quality. $5 usd. includes mailing ]

Posters Available:
Chibi Naruto Attack
[ posters are on soft gloss paper. high quality. 11x17. $6 usd. includes mailing]

bookmarks:
Tapioca Kitty Bookmarks
[ bookmarks on are matte cardstock. $5 usd for all 3 designs. includes mailing]

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Hand Painted T-shirts:
Tapioca Kitty Designed Shirt
[ these are custom made and painted on cotton t-shirts with sizes from ( extra small to extra large ). $15-20 usd. includes shipping ]

Help Kim to clear this out of her shelves. any questions please message/email me. Thank you ^___^ <3